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The Morning after Woe

AZFairyDusterFor context, this particular Healing Script on the Gaia Path began the day after I completed my final exam at the University of Arizona. The portal was a random Emily Dickinson poem selection, but each stanza was read and reflected upon separately as its own essence over the course of four mornings. Thus, each day consisted of a pre-write (writing before reading the stanza), reflection on the single stanza, and then a free-write using the stanza as a portal.

I’m sharing my process because I find it healthful as well as spiritually fulfilling, and thought that others might as well. This process emphasizes contemplation and free-writing (stream of consciousness) as key to moving away from what is considered correct or proper in our writing; we don’t have to use perfect punctuation or grammar or word order. We can let the words flow or spiral as our feminine intuition invites them to. I think it’s also important to recognize how Divine Feminine energy guides the flow before as well as after random selection of a portal (also called a writing prompt).

The complete poem by Emily Dickinson is:

The Morning after Woe—

’Tis frequently the Way—

Surpasses all that rose before—

For utter Jubilee— 

As Nature did not care—

And piled her Blossoms on—

And further to parade a Joy

Her victim stared upon— 

The Birds declaim their Tunes— 

Pronouncing every word

Like Hammers—Did they know they fell

Like Litanies of Lead—

On here and there — a creature — 

They’d modify the Glee

To fit some Crucifixal Clef — 

Some Key of Calvary — 

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Clarity

‎”In truth,

certainty is often mistaken for clarity.

For certainty fixes knowledge like a photograph of a stream,

while clarity is the awakened ability to apprehend precisely

whatever part of the living stream is flowing before us.”

~ Mark Nepo from ‘Finding Inner Courage’

the soaring heart

“Being a rebel at heart and a passionate seeker, I experimented with the universal energies in many ways. Through my experiences was born the realisation that there was no particular doctrine, effort or rigid discipline to be adhered to. The heart must have the purity of freedom to soar into its own flight of delight. There was neither an acceptance nor a rejection of any specific ideals, methods or rounds of satsangas, the spiritual gatherings. / The human soul can never be herded into similar techniques or beliefs. The soul must have its freedom of individuality; one’s heart must have the space to seek the eternal truth.”  ~ Shambhavi, from Yogic Secrets of the Dark Goddess

“Goddess belief … works to engender a better way of living together, a more co-operative and caring way of being, and a way that acknowledges the rhythms of the universe, the music of the spheres, the spirit that is in all of us. There is no dogma, no set way of doing things, no hierarchy of elected ones in Goddess spirituality; it is an eclectic, organic and fluid movement … .”  ~Cheryl Straffon, Daughters of the Earth

Self-knowledge

“Enter the room of self-knowledge first, instead of floating off to the other places. This is the path. Traveling along a safe and level road, who needs wings to fly? Let’s make the best possible use of our feet first and learn to know ourselves.” ~ St. Teresa of Avila, edited by Mirabai Starr

What drew me to this quote instead of another? I felt like a magnet attracted to my mate … why? What unique quality held my attention?

Perhaps it was the grounded-ness of the message, the wisdom of placing my feet and soul firmly upon Gaia’s nourishing breast, squishing my toes into Her muddy puddles, and scuffing my feet along Her dusty trails to discover my own clogged emotions and powdery thoughts that puff up from under each moment’s footstep.

This is basic, this is feeling Gaia in ourselves, in our bones and upon our skin, knowing our Self in Her and She in us.

Many spiritual constructs focus upon the transcendent ignoring the beauty and peace, the thunder and lightening, of earthly experience in wisdom that She offers with such diversified bounty. We have all the time in the world, so why not partake of each delicious space? And, in so doing, we open to every nook and cranny within ourselves.

When I relish the path of my feet stepping into the foundation of self-knowledge, then I can move forward honest and compassionate. I have to love myself, warts and all. I have to know who I am; what is my nature, what drives me forward or holds me back. Knowing myself first, then I am able to open to others along with their blemishes because we are similar, we are all related in earthly experience.

I love to fly, of course. Don’t we all? I enjoy the freedom of lifting my wings and soaring to distant views, the cathedral mountains and majestic canyons. I thrill to the speed of a dive with wings tucked, then the strength of an impetuous climb. But where does this get me without first traveling the “safe and level road” to absorb its profound lessons? How long can I remain upon the constantly shifting air currents without free-falling, if I don’t know where I came from or how my wings were formed? How do I know when to fly and when to nest?

I feel blessed to have landed firmly on the Gaia Path when I felt called to seek a spiritual path out of a ‘dark night of the soul’ that enveloped me early in my third decade. There was no looking outward to a far off light to ‘save’ me–I had left that falsehood behind in my youthful 20s–rather a window opened in my own heart and I saw that She had left a candle lit, waiting with warm embrace for me to come home.

And She provided a companion to re-introduce me to this familiar resonance, someone I trusted. With my first glimpse of Gaia’s face, as revealed in a transformative text, I recognized Her. She was everything I already knew and I fell into Her with joy! She was my yearning heart and beloved mountains and furry animal guides who slept by my side. She made Herself at home within my heart and we spoke of deeply hidden secrets; guilt and shame, joy and laughter, grief and madness, delight and peace. I knew myself because I knew Her intimately. She hid nothing of Herself from me, and as I saw Her, I saw my Self.

I strode into Her cool cave of renewal and rebirth without fear of the dark for She was me.

“And you who seek to know Me, know that your seeking and yearning will avail you not, unless you know the Mystery: for if that which you seek, you find not within yourself, you will never find it without.”

~ excerpt from The Charge of the Goddess by Doreen Valiente, modernized by Starhawk in The Spiral Dance (this book was also the above-referenced ‘transformative text’).

And the exquisite revelation of Gaia is that she is not only the ground beneath my feet, she is also the transcendent cauldron of creation, so whenever I have questions or am ready for “floating off to the other places” then I need look no further than Her, and holding hands in my heart, we rise together.